2021.11.30 23:40 ArchDukeNemesis Story of the Year - Divide and Conquer
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2021.11.30 23:40 _bro0ksy Ideas for an unusual evil army?
So there are lot of typical armies that are seen as evil; orcs, vampires, skeletons, zombies, devils, etc. but I was trying to think of an army formed of a more unique set of troops that still feels evil.
Maybe an army of animated suits of armour (I don’t really like this particular idea but can’t think of many others) So any ideas?
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2021.11.30 23:40 sawyerisgross Unsupportive Parents in early adulthood (vent)
I don't really have an intention with this post, I just feel like I need someone to talk to anonymously so I'm not seen as a weak little attention seeking pussy.
I'm 19 , still living with my parents but plan to leave home as soon as I graduate college in about 6 months. As soon as I move out, I plan to start HRT. I have waited so long and every day just becomes more and more painful without the medical treatment I so desperately need to survive. I feel like I'm in a purgatory right now trapped in a mutated body that prevents me from living my life as a healthy man. My entire 19 years of youth was thrown away into this pit of disorientation struggling to understand why people saw me as someone I never was. It ruined my understanding of myself, I disassociated and felt I wasn't a real human being. Now that I'm finally able to take the hard path and start living for myself, I struggle with the weight of familial rejection every single day.
I get that this may be a new concept and not everyone is going to understand. But I don't want to feel understood, I just want to feel believed. I want to feel like the people who raised me actually care enough about my sense of self to support me getting medical treatment I've needed for so long. I never even formally came out to my mother, she just picked up on my changes and hints and finally outright asked me. Now it's been an ongoing conversation between us which she wholly rejects and asserts that "this generation is just causing too much confusion" for me. She seems to think I've been brainwashed by some fucking "left wing agenda" when I don't even follow most politics at all.
It's ironic how my parents reject struggles that are not physical. I had a very invasive spinal correction surgery when I was 14, and both of my parents were so caring and supportive and helped me every step of the way as I relearned how to walk, shower, and use the bathroom on my own again.
My dad stopped treating me the same when I came out to him as a "lesbian". He found any and every opportunity to scrutinize my every move, go through all my personal journals and ridicule me and my faith in Catholicism. He destroyed me mentally simply for being honest with him about who I loved, despite always saying I could "talk to him about anything." I have no fucking clue how I could ever break his heart again with my identity this time.
It is so painful remembering how I woke up in the hospital after my surgery in immeasurable pain, struggling to breath, but I had my parents beside me comforting me and letting me know I wasn't alone. Now I picture myself in a few years waking up in the hospital all alone. I will pursue the surgeries and medical care I need to finally live a normal life, but this time I will be all alone. I will not have them there. I know that the closer I get to being comfortable with myself, the farther I will get from having parents who are happy to see me. It saddens me knowing that friends who I met much later in life, who have no blood obligation to me, respect and support my needs more than the people who gave me life and promised to always be there for me. It seems they're only there for me when I fit the exact image of me they have in their mind.
I am not angry with my parents by any means. If anything, I feel a subconscious guilt I have let them down. But I can't live the rest of my life missing out on my male experiences just because the concept makes them "uncomfortable". Ultimately, I guess it doesn't matter. I will walk the path I need to walk for my own health. This life is an opporunity, and I need to make the most of it.
I hope that time will change things. Someday I want to find a wonderful wife and become a father, and I can only hope that raising kids of my own will inspire my parents to reach out, at least to be supportive grandparents, even if they do not support me. I know overall everything will be ok, but right now, everything is just so difficult. I don't rely on external validation, I pass most of the time but even getting the occasional misgendering doesn't bother me. It just means I should work harder. But family is a whole other thing, especially when I've already expressed these difficult emotions to my mom.
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2021.11.30 23:40 BrofistingMinion No explanation needed
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2021.11.30 23:40 ShortAlgo $GL Waiting for Buy signal on GL with https://t.co/sxj8WuVZJB https://t.co/Xz1aldpzTj
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2021.11.30 23:40 HybridPoliteness It officially happened...
Christmas card rush started at my store. Had to call 40 people today to let them know that their orders wont be ready at the due time. And as you all know, no-one accepts it.
Good luck to all the other print people! Hopefully we wont die
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2021.11.30 23:40 SquawkSide Who has the highest chance of dying in the finale tonight?
2021.11.30 23:40 Silver-Confection615 Round 2 recap
2021.11.30 23:40 sumdum1234 Drink, don’t hoard
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2021.11.30 23:40 NewsElfForEnterprise At 50 years old, The Colonnade Hotel gets a refresh with nods to Brutalist past
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2021.11.30 23:40 allbiz2 Big Spring last Thursday.
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2021.11.30 23:40 burnerdes Hmu for pyt telegram links $7
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2021.11.30 23:40 strawberrysorbett failed my driving test
it cost fucking $400 and of course i failed it. i’ve had about 20 driving lessons in total now from 2 different instructors. my driving instructor thought i was going to pass and i thought i might be able to as well. but i didn’t.
i’m just so angry and disappointed at myself. like i just want to go up and punch him in the face. i just want to drive by myself omg.
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2021.11.30 23:40 Shishi2345 Did anyone ever E-Permit a science lab? And if so at which school?
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2021.11.30 23:40 CrowFirm I’m bored
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2021.11.30 23:40 NullReact Warzone Pacific will be a PREVIOUS generation application (NO FOV SLIDER for CONSOLES CONFIRMED)
Im done with this franchise. This is ridiculous.
As the title and link says, Warzone Pacific will be a previous generation game which means consoles will not get an FOV Slider on Warzone. Just went ahead and uninstalled Call of Duty.
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2021.11.30 23:40 Benjanon_Franklin Maxwell Trial Coverage - Day 2
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2021.11.30 23:40 gecko1995 Should an antidepressant have immediate sedating effects?
Mum has just been prescribed an antidepressant. This was necessary but the side effects seem to be like she's actually been sedated. Has anyone had this happen? I've asked for the GP to do an immediate review of her condition.
We were wanting to help with her distress levels not have her sedated like a zombie. In my home country it is not legal for dementia patients or elderly residents to be sedated for the ease of the staff as this is considered being restrained.
For reference mum has both Alzheimer's and vascular dementia. She is in a fairly advanced state. She has been frequently wandering into other residents rooms. The other day she tried to remove another resident from a princess chair, so we did need to take some action about her behaviour and stress. She has also reached the stage where she frequently becomes very angry and slightly aggressive.
We didn't want this sort of side effect though.
I'm feeling very torn because I don't believe in sedating people for the sake of it and in fact it's not legal here, but Mum seems to be in a constant state of distress and anger and clearly needs some sort of help. They try to make sure that she has activities that she can attend. Because of her condition and because Dad has cancer she's not able to be cared for at home.
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2021.11.30 23:40 Digital_CheeseYT School World: A Cool Discord Server For Students To Get Homework Help and Some Fun Times
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2021.11.30 23:40 pork26 LOL
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2021.11.30 23:40 StoriesLatin85 A Brazilian Film Sheds Light on the Causes and Consequences Human Trafficking
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2021.11.30 23:40 jona719j Soo. Hypothetically
Hypothetically... If I had an mtf friend who lives in a country in Europe where you can't really get E. And hypothetically she wanted to diy. Where could that be found? For educational purposes only of course
No that friend isn't me idk what you are talking about
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2021.11.30 23:40 AutoNewspaperAdmin [World] - Honduras’ ruling party candidate concedes presidential election | Al Jazeera
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